Monday, June 4, 2007

one lonely set of foot prints

time is sifting off her hands
like beach sand through her fingers
foot steps imprinted, mark her road
while she walks a path where no memories linger
the terrain is bare and bleak
and she doesn't know where she is
yet she knows what she goes to seek
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tears trickle down a weather worn face
as she trudges through
running yet another painful race
not living, just barely existing
all she knows is shes going on
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She thinks what shes doing
will take her far away
from everything she used to love
unyet she'll never go far enough
to blot out the memories
and the pain they cause
of a family she decided to leave
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She still blundering on
with a spark of hope in her heart
but the truth is she lost her real map long ago
one lonely set of foot prints
leading a trail through untread territory
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You see people everyday. But you don't know what they're like. Sometimes I wish I could become that person for a day. Or become one of their family, or closest friends just to see who they really are. Some of them are so much themselves you don't even wonder about them until you talk to them for a while and learn about them, their lifestlyes and their favourite things to do.
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Some of them their history is all that makes everything different. Some of them wish they'd never done things like that. Some haven't seen they're wrong yet. Some of them know but don't want to acknowledge it. Some of them don't want to admit it.
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Some are so stubborn it just makes me want to throttle them. I guess then I'd be throttling myself though.

4 comments:

Tala Azar said...

uhhh well you don't want to know what i'm like at home so be happy

Rachie said...

I'm not sad, really, but I'm frustrated with how everythings going.
The thing is I can still step back and laugh at my stupidity.

Rachie said...

oh, and the poem is not about me.

Mal said...

*thinking* i like this...reminds me of a firend i have...it makes me think..